This Wednesday we  meet with our RE for our IVF consult.  Holy S*** this is for real!  I have all sorts of emotions running through me right now.
...I'm excited to be moving forward again.
...I'm scared that my most recent test results (low AMH and high FSH) are indicators of things going poorly (though my chiropractor and acupuncturist have assured me these numbers CAN be changed in a positive way and we are working very hard on that). 
...I'm nervous about the unknown.
...I'm frustrated that hubby doesn't seem to be in a hurry about scheduling his follow-up SA (it's been a couple of years).
...I'm overwhelmed, in a good way, by the love and positive energy being sent our way by those who know what is going on.
...I'm preparing myself to be more honest with others about our journey and where we are headed (one thing hubby and I agreed on when we decided this is the next step is that we need to be more open with those around us, vs very quiet about our struggles and journey).  This also scares me because everyone will know if it fails.  I feel very vulnerable about this.
...I'm optimistic that at this time next year I will be cuddling my rainbow baby either in my belly or in my arms!  
...I'm anxious to know what the schedule will be and what our protocol will look like.  
...I'm terrified to give myself injections and what the hormones will do to me and my body.  

We would appreciate your prayers and positive thoughts over the next few days as we take the next steps on this journey.  Thank you in advance!


  1. Positive thoughts heading your way from England x x x

  2. Thinking of you and hoping you are off to a great start this week.

  3. I'm sending up lots of prayers for your appointment Wednesday. I hope all your questions get answered and you're at peace with the process.


  4. All you can do is the best you can through all of this. Many prayers and positive thoughts to you this week :)


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